I have all the qualities of a fanboy, but I don't have an object worthy of fandom, not anymore at least. Everything sacred to me has been desecrated this gen.
I mean I can't even say with a straight face I was at one point a fan of SE, Konami, JRPGs, SRPGs, FF, MGS, and Sony's platforms. Mostly because they're embarrassing and I don't care about any of them anymore.
I tried replacing them with Steam and awesome western PC games, but it never caught on. The only game series that touched me in all the right places, and I admit of having a big and unreasonable craze for is the Soul series, but I'm not sure how long that's gonna last.