Yeah, I'm just gonna hold my 1 BTC and not look at it for a while.
edit: my head felt like (and still feels like) it was in a fucking vice grip this whole entire time.
edit2: I think bittrex is having some serious technical issues. My TradingView charts and its charts are not in sync at all.
Seriously, fuck that place.
edit3: Logged out and logged back in. That fixed the syncing issues. Fuck man.